Out of my nature

So it is unlike me to write poetry, let alone sappy free form peotry, but while I was at work about 70% of this just popped into my head. Yes, it is a bit overwrought and dramatic, but it's supposed to be, it's poetry right? Anyway, be kind, it is a first draft basically....also, I can't help that I have fallen....HARD. And now, without further ado:

As I walk out the door
It starts
The deep, painful longing,
The emptiness that comes
When you're not there

And I know it's not love
How could it be?
But it's the closest I've ever been
And it scares me a bit
To think
That I could care for someone
So much, so fast.

And yet...
I know I could feel so much more
And it amazes me,
The depth of human emotion
But even that thought cannot
Drown out the thoughts
Of you.

Your beautiful eyes
Like daggers
Piercing to my very soul.
Your wonderful smile
That warms me
To the very core.
Your amazing spirit
That soothes and calms
Like the sweetest lullaby.
You just make me so
happy
When we are together.

I can't bear to
Be away from you,
Yet I know that I must.
We both have lives to lead
And you are so close,
But yet,
So far.

I yearn for the time
I can see you again;
Hear your voice,
See your face,
Feel your embrace...

Until then,
What I'm trying to say is...
I miss you